bio_hazardlove (bio_hazardlove) wrote in its_not_so_easy,

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Name? Marilyn
Age? 13
Do you cut? yes
Who knows about it? parents, most of my skool thankx to one of my friends that I thought i could trust
Have you ever tried to commit suicide before? yes
Where do you usually cut? inner part of my arms, wrist, legs, upper thighs
When you cut, who's usually the first to find out? My cousin that im really close to or my one of my friends bc they check my arms from time to time
What's your worst experience with a fresh cut? With a cut it would be it got infected and it reopened n wouldnt close for awhile.
Do you have a fascination with scabs? not really
Do you like scars, yes or no? yes
Do you name your razor? no
What other methods of SI do you use? hitting, scratching, burning, cutting and rarely pulling hair
Do you dislike the term "self mutilation"? its ok
What various ways do you use to hide cuts? bracelets, sweatshirts, watch, n other jewlery
Once cuts heal, do you still hide the scars? no
Ever been institutionalized/hospitalized for SI'ing? Ive been in and out of IOP (Intensive Out Patient) n threatened to be sent to a hosp.
Do you ever run into problems with hiding cuts (i.e: gym change rooms)? mostly from my theripist since she checks me evry time i see her
What's the best part about cutting to you? Its my only exscape from life
Do you know of any songs that talk about SI? Last resort-papa roach
What instrument do you use to cut? razor blades, box cutters, glass sometimes and knives
What causes you to cut? Various reasons
What do you feel afterwards? numbness, sometimes relief, regret, and shame
What is your closest Close Call? not sure wut that is
How long have you been doing it? a year in oct.
Do you keep a razor in your bag? yes
Ever needed stitches for a cut so deep? no
Do you have someone like a therapist you talk to regularly? yes
Do you have any other disorders not associated with SI? Not that I know of
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