S. (heartxstitch) wrote in its_not_so_easy,
S.
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Hello..

Name? S.
Age? Twenty
Do you cut? Not as often as I use to.
Who knows about it? Everybody with common sense.
Have you ever tried to commit suicide before? Yes, you could say that.
Where do you usually cut? Thigh, ankles, and chest.
When you cut, who's usually the first to find out? Nobody anymore.
What's your worst experience with a fresh cut? Stitches. Also having to explain to a nurse what happened. I was an adult, legally. So they didn't fight with the "I got in a fight with a weed-whacker" excuse.
Do you have a fascination with scabs? No.
Do you like scars, yes or no? Yes.
Do you name your razor? No.
What other methods of SI do you use? I bruise myself. I'm a chain smoker. I also self medicate with whiskey, pot, and benzodiazepines.
Do you dislike the term "self mutilation"? No.
What various ways do you use to hide cuts? I don't run around naked. I don't harm my arms so it's usually not an issue.
Once cuts heal, do you still hide the scars? It's not possible to hide my past wounds.
Ever been institutionalized/hospitalized for SI'ing? Yes.
Do you ever run into problems with hiding cuts (i.e: gym change rooms)? I don't attend high school. When I did I was banned from the locker room. It was never really an issue.
What's the best part about cutting to you? It's calming. It also puts me to sleep.
Do you know of any songs that talk about SI? Yes.
What instrument do you use to cut? Double edged razors.
What causes you to cut? Anger mostly.
What do you feel afterwards? Tired and guilty.
What is your closest Close Call? I'm not entirely sure what you mean by "close call".
How long have you been doing it? Six or seven years.
Do you keep a razor in your bag? Yes.
Ever needed stitches for a cut so deep? Yes.
Do you have someone like a therapist you talk to regularly? Not anymore.
Do you have any other disorders not associated with SI? General Anxiety Disorder and (Rapid) Bipolar Disorder with Mania induced Psychosis.
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